This has become more of a weight loss blog instead of a chastity blog. I feel I am losing sight of why we are playing this game.
I stress again this is a game. A bit of fun and if either of us wants to step back a bit, it happens.
Without any words being said between us, that is in fact what has happened over the past few weeks. A number of reasons, I was getting tired of the constant effort to lose weight which was made more difficult by an ear problem that kept me away from the swimming pool (my preferred form of exercise). My Dearest was having a few medical problems that was keeping her awake at night. On top of this I was going through a particularly stressful time at work. Working everyday, often weekends too, away early, back late. All in all not a good time to be playing this sort of game. So it kind of stopped.
I’ve been out of the CB3000 for a couple of weeks now, My Dearest let me out after I had achieved my target weight for that week and has not yet handed the padlock back to me (when I am let out, My Dearest keeps the padlock until I am lock up again). I was more than happy about this, so didn’t say anything in case she changed her mind.
Last Monday was particularly stressful for our own separate reasons and I didn’t even weigh myself. Weight loss was the last thing on my mind and I don’t think I would have achieved the target weight. Officially tomorrow will be another weigh day, The best I am hoping is that I haven’t put weight on.
I’ve come out of the busy work period now but the ear problem is still with me though I think it is getting better. I am seeing the Doc tomorrow to make sure things are alright in there. Hopefully I will be able to start swimming again and make new efforts to lose the next 22lbs.
I am not going to give so much of the running commentary from now on. The graphic will keep track of things and I will mention if I am locked or not.
I am also trying to think of a few ways to freshen up this blog. To write about other aspects of being Chaste for My Dearest.

varshakale

I am also bit woried sometime about my weight then any thing else for a moment but weight of the other worries outweigh my emotions towards self I guess. Dont know what will happen in future in this regard though.